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Today I had the privilege of serving as Liturgical Deacon during High Mass at St. Thomas the Apostle Episcopal Church in Hollywood. While this doesn’t make me an official deacon, it allowed me to step into that sacred role for the liturgy—a true honor. It’s the highest position a layperson can hold during the service, and I was both humbled and grateful for the opportunity.

To prepare, I did my homework: I watched last week’s Mass on YouTube and took copious notes—when to stand, when to turn, when to genuflect. This morning, I arrived early so our acolyte master, Randy, could walk me through everything in person. I also made sure to let Bryan, the Subdeacon (he’s the first fellow in the photo below), know that I was new to the role and might need a nudge or two. And I told Father (he’s the last in the photo) that it was my first time serving as Liturgical Deacon and to feel free to give me a heads-up if I missed a cue.

Both were kind and supportive throughout the service, and I couldn’t have asked for better guides. The photo below was taken as we were recessing from the altar at the end of Mass. I’m not sure who snapped it, but I’m grateful to have a keepsake from this meaningful moment.

It’s not every day a girl gets to be a Liturgical Deacon.